I posted this elsewhere but wanted to post it here as a prelude to the Brenda’s Blog post below:
I went through months in the last year when I felt like I didn’t dream. I know I did, I simply did not remember them. I feel like those were times I was either clearing or gathering more wisdom in spirit while my body rested at night.
In the past month or so, the dreams have started up again, fast and furious. Might be because I was missing hearing my dream messages and had mentioned it, or maybe it was “time” and there were things I needed to know.
I am loving the messages I am currently getting in my dreams. A few nights ago I was given directorship of a foundation. The current overseer/director was retiring and as she watched me in the dream, she decided it was time to hand it over for me to run. She also wrote and gave me a blank check to use as I see fit. A gold check- a color symbolizing spirituality, connection to the soul, abundance.
Basically, I am now in complete charge my life (which I always was and just never knew). Meaning, all decisions are mine to make, and with my golden connection (symbolized by the color of the check) to my soul/spirit, infinite possibilities and abundance (the blank check) are at my fingertips. Now, I can always ask for additional help or clarity from my guides and higher self and the Creator, but the final decisions as to direction are, of course, mine to make. As the human incarnated on this world, I am in charge of this life. In the dream, I said I didn’t know how to do what she was asking me to do. She smiled and said I did.
The reason I know these dreams are messages and not a clearing of old stuff, is that they are brand new. The symbols I am being shown in them are new to my dreams. A check has never shown up, I’ve never heard the word adore (a recent dream), nor turned and with a light, chased a fear out of my dream (the night before this one).
So, the post below channeled by Brenda speaks to my Blank Check dream eloquently. I found it a really interesting read.
(As a quick side note here: Even small scenes or flashes in your dreams can be messages to be decoded. It doesn’t need to be a long, involved dream to be important enough to listen to the message. If a short scene is all you remember, that is cool, too! Take note! And see how it feels to you, let the impressions arise and don’t discount. If you are unsure, look it up, ask, or book a session with me. I would love to help! I love dreams!)
Others seem to be reporting miracles and glowing feelings that those of you feeling left out do not. Perhaps you once experienced similar miracles or sensations. But that was long ago and does not match the sameness you feel now as you go about your day.
You have evolved beyond the need for daily verification of the rightness of your being. Just as was true when you no longer needed a parent or teacher telling you that your reading skills were progressing wonderfully. You are beyond requiring instant gratification for any part of your being.
In truth, you have arrived at a crossroads most could not envision even a few months ago. For you have evolved beyond the need for teachers and information apart from earth. Even though that information reminds you of details you might have neglected; such information is no more important than was true once you learned to read and no longer required an adult to help you sound out the big words.
If you will, you are evolving to more complicated books that require nothing but your attention and interest. So it is you are feeling somewhat neglected or forgotten as you transition to new you.
Perhaps you forgot you are shifting to places no one has dared or been able to explore. So even though those of us not of earth at this time can observe, console or encourage you, we can not fully understand what you are exploring.
You are shifting the Universes in ways you cannot yet imagine.
Think of those parents who never attended college and glory in the reports of their children as they complete their college coursework and find related jobs. Even though those parents can observe, console and encourage, they cannot fully understand their children’s college environment nor their resulting jobs. So it is for us. We have never been where you are now.
This transition is new to all of us including you – which was expected. The surprise is you are moving ahead so rapidly that there is no time for Universal clearing and collecting of experiences between earth lives.
The original plan was for you scout masters to initiate the shift followed by your children and grandchildren – either of this life or the next – living the life you initiated. The information you gathered was to be consolidated and passed on to those who decided to carry the torch.
Such is no longer a valid expectation of you or us. You have transitioned so rapidly that you are creating new you without the parameters once expected to help you.
This is neither terrible nor frightening, merely that you have, in a sense, outgrown your teachers and parents.
So it is we offer encouragement and observe in amazement your courage and tenacity in continuously moving beyond expectations.
Which returns us to your original fear that you have done something wrong for you are no longer experiencing the miracles others seem to receive without question or doubt.
You are the miracle. And we, of other dimensions, are collecting data on how best to encourage you to move beyond what you have achieved.
Think of us as proud parents who never attended college. As you complete the coursework we cannot yet understand, you are moving to a life we never dreamed possible.
Even though we are gathering in collectives – including some of your segments – to enhance your journey, we have not yet established key points of interaction.
Perhaps that thought is a bit frightening for that means you are on this adventure without a map or a reward. We are gathering to discover the best way to encourage you without shifting your projected path.
You are scout masters discovering new trails to be utilized by those following. But those trails are so new; we cannot tell you what you will feel or experience until you report back to us.
Perhaps you have not yet understood that your mission – that you so graciously accepted – was to shift the Universes, as well as earth. A mission to be accomplished over several of your earth lifetimes or by those who followed. For no one, least of all you thought you could nullify your past karma and move far beyond as you have done.
Those of you ‘stuck,’ as it were, with dreams that never seem to come to fruition, beg to differ.
You have moved so rapidly that we of other dimensions and collectives, do not yet quite understand how you are evolving. Do we point you in the direction of the reward that seems important to you now? Or do we point you in the direction of the reward you will find important in a month or year? That is our quandary.
Those of you reading this message are most likely screaming within yourselves to point/nudge you to your reward or miracle now – and to yet another one when you have evolved beyond that.
Such is the debate within the various non-earth dimensions and collectives. Of course, that makes you angry for you have worked diligently to reach this point and need something to earmark your courage.
Yet, you have not completely accepted your being. That is the center of our quandary. Will a reward now shift your direction from your 3D world to beyond? Or will it encourage you to remain of earth, instead of floating into the ethers?
Not that we are stopping your adventures, instead we are reviewing our original projections and determining how much you can achieve without our assistance – and when and where to intercede.
We are indeed in this glorious venture with you. But we need to assess our role so that you do not move forward more rapidly than you can comprehend or tolerate physically.
Much is going on within your being throughout this equinox and eclipse time that you cannot detect for most is occurring in your night and daydream states. Is your being overloaded or is your dream the piece you need to feel comfortable in your new you being?
A bit like the parents of a college student who wish to reduce the amount of time that student is in college, so their financial burden is reduced. Do they push their child to take more coursework that will reduce costs, but might result in that child’s spiraling stress or exit before graduation?
So it is for us now. How can we best help you achieve your ever-expanding goals without harming your physical or emotional being?
Know that we love you dearly and are extremely proud of your accomplishments.
Because you are courageous souls, you chide us for not encouraging a more rapid forward movement. But we are pondering that approach as you evolve internally and much more rapidly than either you or we believed possible before you entered earth in this lifetime. So be it. Amen.