The Journey of Your Consciousness ∞The 9th Dimensional Arcturian Council
“Greetings. We are the Arcturian Council. We are pleased to connect with all of you.
You are taking your consciousness to places it has never been before, and you are restructuring your consciousness with every movement forward that you make. This is a journey of consciousness, and as you make your way through this universe, you activate different points within your consciousness, which requires you to then find ways of making everything work together harmoniously within you.
When you bump into something that you have resistance to, or fear, or judge, that’s when the lack of harmony occurs, and you feel fragmented. But now is the time where you are taking on much more and utilizing the activations that you are receiving appropriately so that you can handle more experiences. If you are feeling uninspired by life, if you are bored, or if you just don’t know what to do, we suggest that you seek out a new experience for the purposes of what that experience will activate within your consciousness.
When you realize that what you are doing is not just for your amusement, and it’s not just to learn something, or to experience pleasure, then you can go into the experience with the knowledge that it’s going to bring something new and interesting to your consciousness, which will then lead to the restructuring and the need for harmony. So you can process everything in that way.
You can begin processing more deliberately what needs to be assimilated, and you can bring about an evolution of your consciousness through experiences that you are choosing for yourselves. If you don’t choose the experiences for yourselves, then the universe will choose them for you.
Your consciousness craves the expansion that can only come through experience, and when you run into one of those roadblocks of resistance, fear, or judgment, know that it means you just have a little bit more work to do before you can move on to the next experience and opportunity for expansion. You are going to find that this journey that you are on gets more exciting, has more twists and turns, and brings you even more opportunities for experience.
So we recommend that you buckle up, pay attention, and ride the wave of the expansion of your consciousness. Everything will develop from that awareness of what is happening, and you will feel more and more like creator beings on a journey of expansion that you started and that you will continue.
We are the Arcturian Council, and we have enjoyed connecting with you.”
Hello! Yes, long time, no write. Been feeling a bit in limbo and uninspired for a while now. And so, this message is right on time and very pertinent to my world!
I had a discussion, similar to the topic in the message, in an online group chat yesterday, as well as several with different friends offline. We talked about feeling as though there is not much of anything we want to do or create anymore, about being uninterested in the things that we used to do and enjoy. About being disinterested in much around us. Feeling in limbo. Except for our spiritual studies and evolution, that is.
Like the message above states, I crave expansion, spiritual expansion. I need it. It drives me. Along with that comes the feeling that the old things I used to do are not that interesting to me anymore. Reading books (too much duality and I am easily bored), watching shows (the duality is painful to watch), crafting and sewing (I seem to have lost my patience for it), most music, surface talk that lacks compassionate, positive substance, home renovation, camping (sold my camper due to lack of use), shopping (don’t want to shop just to buy things, has to be a real need), people (specifically those stuck in victimhood or duality and unwilling to open their minds), having a “job” (not interested in working for someone else or working long hours after many years of doing so). The list is long. I either don’t pursue it or finish any of it. Most all of the stuff I used to love/like doing has lost its allure.
And this feeling has been underneath everything for me these days. I’m kind of bored and perplexed. I do things that fill time but they don’t interest me, except for my spiritual studies and my writing, of course. So, I wonder, what’s next for me? Where’s the purpose to my days? Where’s the fun? What is fun? Where did my passion go? The people I have talked to about this topic are having a lot of the same feelings.
“If you are feeling uninspired by life, if you are bored, or if you just don’t know what to do, we suggest that you seek out a new experience for the purposes of what that experience will activate within your consciousness.”
They are speaking directly to me. The part of the message above that really got me was, “If you don’t choose the experiences for yourselves, then the universe will choose them for you.” Whoa. Stop floating around, wake up and get moving, or we will do it for you! that seems to say. Since I am not sure I want the universe to choose my experiences for me, I best choose for myself! Letting the universe (my soul) choose could bring me experiences I am really not wanting to venture into, like serious health issues.
Even though I have come to Panama to live for several months each year for the past four years, it no longer feels like a novel, expansive type of experience. Now I can see how beneficial it would be to create or seek out some fresh, new experiences while I’m here and when I return to NY (which feels really old and stale most of the time). Or the universe will do it for me! I’m quite sure I can come up with something new and interesting to explore that activates an evolution of some sort in my consciousness.
That being decided, my survival instincts want to flare up once again. Familiar old thoughts start nagging in a sarcastic and authoritative voice, saying things like, “Well, that requires money, and I can’t just dig into what little savings I have, and I already spent a lot just to get here and stay for 5 months!” See how my survival instinct jumps right in there and tries to step on the brakes when I want to explore something new? It has a million reasons NOT to do new things, outside of money objections. There’s fear, discomfort, the unknown. It will slow me down or stop me, if I let it. The survival instinct definitely wants to put limitations on my experience as it believes it’s keeping me safe by keeping me contained. I have to stand my ground with it. It doesn’t get to tell me what to do anymore.
I want to see what happens when I relinquish those old habits and patterns and walk my life differently, fully conscious. This requires paying strict attention, being present, using my spiritual tools, and continuing to seek out new experiences.
If I have the option, I definitely want to choose the experiences I explore, not have them chosen for me.